Worrying

I find it so hard not to worry now that I have Tanner. I worry that I'm not keeping him entertained enough when we are home... I worry that I'll drop him, or that I'll bonk his head on a door jam. My biggest fear is that I'll go to his crib and that he won't be breathing. This is the one that keeps me up at night. I lay there, trying to listen to him breath. It can be hard at times with Brandon, Maggie and Duckie all breathing in bed with me. I'm really trying to out grow this habit of worrying. It isn't doing me, or anyone else any good.

Do not anticipate trouble or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight. ~Benjamin Franklin